my lil secrets....

10000 years later

2010-02-19T10:20:00.000-08:00

returning after 5 years! i surprise myself. reading the childish and immature posts make me little embarrased.just wanted to keep this open not for anyone to read in particular but just a silent outlet. hope tmr's meeting will have no trouble and go on smoothly! *prays*

that lil girl!!

2005-09-30T20:11:00.000-07:00

heyyyy!!man have no idea how come its so centralized..anyway..heyy!!guess what!!im soooo happie?? guess why?? hee on my way home today..took 855 as usual..saw this lil girl..she was super pretty and cute!!then she turned to me and say:"hey!!i know you!!"..your the girl from the park!![but she got the wrong person..ive never seen her before]and she asked me how come i was at the part that day and obviously since i wasnt there i was not able to answer her..then she looked at me with disappointment in her eyes and said:"you forgot about me already?"then i was like im not the one at the park lil girl...but she continued to talk and said you forgot about me??you forgot about me??then i decided to ask for her name and she was like im natasha victoria choo..and we statred talking about how old she is and she kept asking me how come i was at the park that day..then i needed to alight..i told her and she held on to my hands and said...huisi i i'll miss you..can i meet you again??where do you live??come to the park again ok??oh man that sweeeet and innocent girl reallie made me smile!!althought i know she got the wrong person but the love she gave was so real so pure..told miss aw and guess what she said i might be the only one that can see her..man she reallie freaked me out..she's good at messing with minds..mann okok shall not believe her..i wanna meet her again!!
darling..thankew for everything..i believe our relationship would stay strong ok??i believe in you..you are what makes me happie..with you im contented..work hard for 4 more days!!

campinggg

2005-09-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

ohmy..the 6th camp in jjc!!woooHoo!!hahahs but sad..it wld not be like before..at least not as funn..without jessie...hahas yayness!!jus found out that cha eng was gg!!yay yay!!heh woke up at 5.30 to pack my stuff for the camp.. *oppsie dear..you din see this..no you din..RIGHT??*hope it'll be funn..gosh and after that ive seriously got to start mugging..im so dead..the bed is so tempting..teehee.
yay tuition yesterdae was not funn but after tuition was..went to beach road with dear and his friends*not confident that i can rmb all their names..zhen guang..jason..wei sth..oh mann..im bad at this*but it was funn coz i got to spend time with you*..and after that we went to north point to get court shoes for internal security..still dunno who signed me up..
dear:thankew for e adidas deodorant!!and for accompanying me to get my stuff..heyy yesterday was reallie a GREAT dayyy..at least after that i was reallie happie..i know u'll be stressed yeah..for this camp..promise ill be enthu and influence others..at least ill tryyy in hope of making life easier for you..no matter what i know that my dear has put in lotsa effort and im already proud of you yeahh!!give it your all!!ill always be behind you!i loveee you dearrrrr!!!

long time no blog

2005-08-29T19:17:00.000-07:00

HEYYY!!*cleans spider webs and dusts ard* im BACKKKK!! teehee..its been ages since ive blogged..either have nth really impt to say..or when i have..im jus toooo busie with work...*yeah sorrie cha eng..heh..keep telling u ill blog..but never did*

Birthdayy: heyy wanna thanks alot alot alot of ppl for my birthday!! which was ages ago..thankew bestieee!!i reallie enjoyed myself when i was with you on the 22nd..everytime with you im always so comfortable..free to say anything do anything..thankew my dear for always being there and for thinking so muchh for me..dear i totally LURVE yr present!!!spend so muchhh!!i was really taken aback!!but i reallie liked it..thankew thankew!!bestie i miss you..

Thankew Cha Eng..Jessie..Sou Mun..Mei Hong..Benedict..and Jeremy for the fatabulous prezzie!! i reallie reallie loved it..and spech cha eng coz i ony told her as a casual remark that hey that looks kinda nice but reallie din expect her to get them to get it!!and to cha eng and jessie and chia xuan for the phone call on 00:00 on my birthdae and the very very touching birthday song!!ill never forget that!!

Corlissa..Raywne and Weiting!! ahh!! u guys too!! you guys had reallie sweet presents for me!!i reallie adore the pretty earrings and the chocker!!heh..thankew deariesss!!im so thankful to have you guys with me in class..coz if not jc life wld be reallie dreadful!!heyy the flower gang and the potato rangers rockkK!!

thankew mtv!!thankew chua,huihui,jada and shoulian!!thankew for gg out with me!! it was sooo funn!!jus like in sec skool..haii and thankew for the presents yeah!! i love em!!! reallie glad to still have u all by me..huisi misses MTV!!

thankew dear..i love the present alot alot!!i found it v meaningful and i found it very sweeeet!yr the best!i enjoyed every single min i spent with you!!thankew for being there too yeahhhh!!

thankew 05s25!especially melody,raisa and jiayu,jacelyn and amanda!! i love yr presents too!! they were super cute and pretty!!reallie!!glad to have u as my classmates!!hope our friendship wld stay str0ng!!heyy ppl please take care alright!!and thankew class for the card!!*smmuacccks*

oh mann..alrightie..i failed badly for common test..like 2/3..gosh..like help!!i needa promote!!need to work very hard from now on..hope the promos wld be over soon!!heyy everyone else!!jiayou alright!!it'll be over v soon!!dowanna regret yeah so do yr best!! jiayouuuu!!thankew cha eng!! and you tooooo!!

BESTIE!!

2005-06-27T21:53:00.000-07:00

Bestie!!! i miss youuuu!! i miss youuu!! heyy hope yr exam today was fine and the papers to come wld be managable kae?? 9th july cominggg!! yaynesss!! jiayou for everything!its gg to be over soOon!!bear in there!! hang on!!:)
hey i loved the chalet..thankew for being soooo caring..so loving.. i enjoyed myself soO much and hope u did too!!ill never forget the two days and stuff done together!!jiayou for studies kae??you rockkkkk!!

sEntOsA

2005-06-22T09:45:00.000-07:00

heyy!! went to Sentosa last fridae..to sat..stayed overnight!!it was soooo exciting!!it my first time staying over at the beach!!yaynesss!! reached there at ard 10 plus with jessie and wei xiang to join the rest( caring, shuyun, dymerlyn, yao jun, marzuki and some others)..they had BBQ! and EVERYTHING..reallie everything was honey coated!!hahas and everything was kinda burnt!!but it was funN anywae.. then me and jessie secregated ourselves frm the rest and talked and talked and talked..hahahs super funNN!we laid on the sand..looking up at the skyy..sad that there wasnt much stars..there was one anywayy.. but the company i was with was most impt.. then after that wei xiang came to join us and the rest disappeared..then we talked together till the 3 of us fell asleep..hahas then the rest came back and we woke up.. half way thru in the wee hrs of the morning suddenly it poured!!ahh!!hahhas we quickly ran into the shelter..and poor jessie darling..she sprained her ankle..and she had difficulty walking!! so xing ku..then soumun,jeremy,jessie and me took a cab to habourfront mrt station and took a train to skool..

heyy then on monday i went to sentosa AGAIN!!hahahs with OG10~~ wooHoo they rockkk!! yayness!!hahahs at first there was onli shuhui..may ee..cha eng..and my mama(the oni guy there sitting at the corner so isolated..*oppsie* then fiona and me came!! then went to eat at the food centre b4 proceeding to sentosa..we went to the palawan beach!!there we combined with Ding Zhi's class!!hahas and played volleyball then captain's ball.. quite fun..then fiona and me decided to get into the water to play with some of them..played monkeyy!!hahahs and my mama saved me!!thankew mummy!!then got buried in the sand by dearest cha eng..may ee and shu hui..hahas and im not gg to elaborate what they did..i asked for it anywae..aha..when we were gg to be done may ee went to bathe!!yay!!hahahs then we went to habourfront mall for dinnerand met kelvin,wei hong,and jun hao!!ate pastamania..and ate vegetarian..miss bestie!! michelleeeee!! ahh!! okok shuddup huisi(erm hahas learnt it frm someone) . then after dinner we went to esplanade!!ahH!! we played funn games!!hahas truth or dare!!the dare that kelvin did was super funnie!! hahahs clapping the slipper above him as if he was killing some fly..and he ran ard doing that..hahahaha!!!how bold yarr..*around of applause* and mama also lahh supposed to mourn to the tree as if a kin jus died or sth..hahahs and he mourned sOo loudlyy!! hahahs then we played polar bear!!a game taught by shuhui..quite fun!!thanks girlL!! then we went home!! ahh~ everyone was sooooo sweeeeeeet!!they took the red line to accompany fiona and me!! whoa!!

heyy wanna thank cha eng dearie..for organising this outing!!ahh!!you rock girl!! so cute lahh planned yr moves b4 u left house so that yr mum wld allow.. hope she did not scold u..and you ahh got rashes still come..thanks for everything anywae girl!!

heyy corlissa dearie!!hahas heyy without u in jjc things wld be different too!!reallie.. i wld also have died-ed..hahas coOl ah yr new invention.. heyy jus wanna thank you for everything..thankew!! *hugs* and dun worrie abt running!!reallie reallie u run super fast!! dun worrie i run with you again kae?? we can do it!! :) love ya girllll!

heyy im sorrie it my fault..it wun happen again..and im looking forward to friday!!

cOr you rockkk

2005-06-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

hahahs heyy thanks for this morning..for the last lap..you were coOl!!*bEamS*heyy i felt so much better after talking to you..it was all kept in me...thankew for being there for me dearie!! read yr bloggg and hope it is true..thankew for the encouragement!!and i bet she did not do that on purpose too..maybe she was caught up in some thought..hee dun worrie abt running kae?? you'll do fine..jus more practice..and u sure run fast!!take care of yrself girl!! dun over strain!! and yr only 17 girll..and obviously not spoilt lahh..makes me sadd to hear u say that..jiayou dearie!!u can do it!!cheer up yarr??

sC friends..miss u all..

2005-06-16T22:03:00.000-07:00

heyy!!jus came back frm outing with bestie!! heyy girl!! was so funn with you today!!love spending time with you!!you're still sooo PRETTY!!went bugis.. and we forgot to take neos..but its ok we can always do that some time later yarr?? thanks for today dearie!!hahas u've got so many things for yrself today yarr like some shopping spree!! you got a bag, 2 pairs of earrings( one side of each only),one belt(got the same one),one brooch,the thing frm sasa,cake and her daddy's askworth shirt!!did i miss anything out??heyy girl thankew for everything yarr and mus study kae??wish u all the best in the mid years babe!!
on tues!!met jada at sp!!then we went for dinner at bugis!! heyy missed spending time with you..the days when i wld go to yr house..and listen to all those cantonese frm yr parents..and see u play some runescape which i TOTALLY have no idea what is happening!!hahas!!she is still so caring so sweeet!!
hmm the hols are gg to end le..so scary..skool is gg to start sOon and the stress is cOming up!!hais enjoy while we can i guess...going to meet jas and jada sOon!!
hee proud of you too!!tried to learn swimming yarr??thanks for the shirt!! love it!!

wEiRd.

2005-06-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

mann donno whats wrong with my blog..ppl seem to be able to see it..like everything is fine..and there is music..but on my com the links are empty..and so is the tag board and the part written on the star..so weird!!
hmm scary..match tmr..gosh.. and have to miss lessons for it.. sighh hope i do not embarrase myself too muchh..yupp heyy cha eng take care of yr leg k..and corlissa!! cannot let yr asthma return!!take care ppl!!
heyy miss chow tagged!! hahas and soumun!!yr sweeeet too!! oh and good luck for the match tmr squashies!! and spech jessie!!
heyy take care k..sleep earlier!! dun get insomia!!

1mth!!

2005-06-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

GOSHH!! realized that i haven posted for one mth..heh oppsie.. my blog is super stagnant.. heyy went to orchard today!!with ray and corlissa...to..eh nvm *secret*hee.. and met sam tan coincidently..then was dawn and phong and phyllis(her bf in jjc?? i din know that till she told me..xavier??physics chem math?? hus that...) then at the traffic light saw chen hui!!saw an sc senior too!!we were acquaintance but yeah forgot her name..frm rc!!so eventful...heh..hee aiyohh today i was super clumsy.. think not feeling too well then went to orchard..and when i took the escalator.. almost fell! goshh..so embarrrasing.. xP was fun having dinner with ray and corlissa!! hee..
talked to jessie and cha eng over the fone..for 2 hrs..till mummy was like..eh..stop talking le..*oppsie* heyy jessie ah super cuteeee and sotong!! she went to cook instant noodles without water!! how ke ai right!!she forgot lahh..then she smoked her rm..hahass!!
hmm have been occupied by the pre-u seminar..hmm enjoyed working under PJ and Mr Ng.. he felt what we felt!!super coOl!!and was v understanding..thanks!!he wanted to send me home but felt that i cld go home myself so declined his offer.. the 4 days were looong..without **.. but enjoyed it nonetheless..with jessie(yr colour of obssession)..soumun..cha eng..meihong!!
sorrie for being so unreasonable..sorry.. but thankew for being so understanding.. :) take good care of yrself yarr..yr throat!!

Conned!!!

2005-05-01T13:00:00.000-07:00

sorrie babe!! yeshh!! i need to post on this!! i forgot!! okok here is what happened:
me and bestie was walking along orchard.. and then i met my cresent friend Eunice!! yeahh.. she was in ceejay in the first 3 mths then went on to SA..anywae..she was selling flags..and so we went to donate some money.. then after a short convo..she left..and we walked on.. within a few metres after we left her..we were approached by some ppl..asking for some donation..i sensed that we shld walk away..but anyway..yeahh listened to him anyway..then he wanted a donation of $10 each then we were like no!! hahas we are students and thats too expensive for us to afford..hee.. anywae but we did contribute thou..was like $5 each.. then bought some stupid thing.. a clock i think..hahhas.. but the product did not matter..we just hoped that the money wld reallie reach out to those ppl that they were talking about!! hahas.. after we walked away.. hee we felt so cheated.. donno whyy.. yeah bestie..so cheated right..hahas then we were COMPLAINING AND SWEARING THAT WE WLD NOT GET CHEATED AGAIN!! then within 2 mins somone else came over to us..holding a pack of cards..mann hahas then he started speaking then again i had a feeling..that we shld just leave..but the cards on his hands were rather tempting..hee then he started showing us some magical moves..that was not v amazing..but amazing enuff coz i donno how to do it..then he started talking abt poor ppl and donnno what thing..then i received a call.. and when i got back..i saw bestie giving the guy another $10.. mann ok there goes another 10 bucks..hahas so in the end..we were conned again.. we had spend $10 each on this.. mann babe.. you also not STREET SMART lohh!! hahahs.. heyy someone also said that i shld be more street smart..hmm same word.. hahas okok i shall tryy.. mich that was 10 bucks on nth!! okok dun feel bad..maybe the money reallie goes to some help other than their commissions.. lets hope babe.. :)

moandayyy...

2005-05-01T12:30:00.000-07:00

hey ppl!! happie labour day!! :) just as i wished u all happie labour day...im in my mum's office..she's slogging..poor mummy..haii workaholic.. hmm thats just her..
ANYWAY!! i just realized i haven posted for like half a mth..hee no time to come online lahh..so many stuff to complete..so many datelines to meet.. hee but life has been interestly interesting.. okok i dun make sense.. or maybe partly coz sth went wrong with my template..and looking at it makes me so sad.. and dun wanna post no more..
hmm cant rmb stuff that happened a few weeks ago..but on sat.. went out with bestie!! yayness!! we went to orchard!! went shopping for some prezzie.. then went to her house for dinner(subway) and did lotsa funnie stuff there.. went drinking some coffee alcohol..went burning some supposedly lavander candle which gave off no fragrant.. and went laughing at i donno what..haii everything always seems right when we are together..miss the times in scgs.. when we cld meet everydae.. wanna thank you babe for being so tolerant and thoughtful.. reallie.. ill never be able to come so far without you.. love you babe!! thanks thanks..
then went out to get my bro's prezzie!! so fun!! hahas and he did love the pencil case!! he's afraid to bring it to skool for fear of it being stolen..alamak..thats so dumb.. okok im not gg to say that of my sweeet lil bro.. okok thats so cutteee..hahahs.. then went to queensway to look at shoes..hmm wanna get same type of shoes?? maybe same brand is good enuff.. adidas!! yaynessss!!! woohoo!! i like the pink one..and all those that u picked is like BLUE!! hahahs.. had lotsa fun looking at shoes..and commenting on them..and i just realized that im quite loud..like commenting abt sth in the shop..a negative comment.. right in front of the shop keeper..oppsie.. luckily he did not chase me out or sth.. boohoo... ok this posting is rather long eh..
hmm lunch was niceee!! reallie!! the rice was so muchh!! and the chicken rice was so funnie!! like not $2 or $2.50..but like $2.30.. rather amusing..hahas.. then went to visit granny..hahas did not go in lahh..so paiseh.. okok ppl that dun know whats happening might think it doesnt make any sense.. oppsie sorrie ppl..granny scolded you and you still can laugh!!hahahs... then after a while..went back to bestie's house.. okok i think its a confusing posting.. rather sleepy..
hmm hope u like whatever is bought..and wld use it.. files in yr life? hee.. thanksss..

first outing!!

2005-04-17T21:35:00.000-07:00

first og outing.. but i had another first outing..heez
yupp fri!! we had og outing!! went to marche for dinner!! almost everyone came!! including my dearest fiona!! we made so muchhh noise!! was so worried that JJC might be on the permanent list of banned skools not allowed to enter marche..hahas but it was loads of fun..ppl played zhong ji mi ma.. and ate weired stuff!! then after everything ended we went to take fotos outside marche with the cow.. good memories... then some went to esplanade..but it was too late for me to go.. so went home..haii sobs.. hope they enjoyed themselves!! first og outing= success!!! yayness!!!
sat! went for touch..haii im too shi wen..die le..cannot get into the team le lahh..frm 30 to 20.. haii try my best anyway.. but it was fun nonetheless..
was gg home..but it started to pour!! mann then stayed at skool with huimin and cha eng till like 3..then decided that we were wasting time and ran to the bus stop..
almost went to bugis!! but took the train towards home in the end.. but at cck i stopped.. and wanted to watch a movie with someone.. in the end we took a train together and watched at causeway point!! it was the happiest day of my life..hahas.. he was superr sweeeeet!! i reallie enjoyed my time..THANKEW yarr... then went to eat dinner then went home... first time a guy treated me to the movies.. super touched!! ahh!! he made my dayy.. :) im sooo happieee!!
~ thankew for everything.. i enjoyed myself hope u do too!! *sMiles* ~

2005-04-09T11:01:00.000-07:00

gosh!! i lost one entry!! this is soooo irritating!!! what the!! haiii...got to repeat EVERYTHING ALL OVER AGAIN!
heyy went to sentosa yest!! man its irritating to repeat everything all over agaiN!! wah laoo.. anywae yeah was funn did mass dance..and volleyball and talked alot.. then left at ard 3.30 to meet MTV!
at city hall:
-dawnie and weiling wanted to wait for me to at least be able to see each other..
- i took too long they cld not wait
-called me to say bye
- on the way to the cinema saw weiling and weizhen on her way to her mum
- then saw dawnie and her bf!! heyy 1 mth coming soon!! congrats yeahh
-in the end. i saw them both!!
- went to buy tics for wedding date
- walked ard..me phong and shoulian went to watch barbie adverts
-super funnie watched for so long spech the spore idol for barbie..
- phong and shoulian was super tickled..ppl were staring
-madeline left and jada,phong,shou and me went to watch the movie
-all couples ard..only the extraded 4 of us..gosh embarrasing..
-dermot mulroney!![shou is that the guy's name??]
-shou went to save his name in his fone.. took it frm the mivie poster.. so ke ai cann..
-went to eat dinner together!!
- then ate yougurt! [super yummie]
-realize i missed them so muchhh..

then when i got home got jada to help me with linking and the tagboard..mann girl u rockkK!! so pro!! i cant do anything lohhhs.. talked online and realized alot of stufff...

cappucino..i reallie understand dun worrie k..ill tryy.. concentrate on yr studies!!still friends yarrr..

worn out!

2005-04-07T23:16:00.000-07:00

heyy!! super tired these few days.. sighhh
decided to join touch rugby.. with corlissa dear!! super fun mann.. dumper..half dummie and runner..cOol man.ppl are fun and friendly.. corlissa i like the red bagg!!
corlissa! heyy i noe i noe.. our friendship holds more dear to me.. i reallie wun mind!! reallie!its just a guy can..hahahs.. ill try..
hey Long John Silvers dinner was great man..better than some crystal jade!! hahahah..oppsie.. and walk walk walk.. ohhh and donkeyyy so cuteee!!

third blogging!!

2005-04-03T23:33:00.000-07:00

heyy!! ppl im OFFICIALLY madd.. i blogged 3 times todae!! whats my problem!! ok anywae.. juz got back frm dinner with...hmm not telling you..hahahs we talked and talked and talked and talked..and missed 7 trains together!! i took the 8th train home! we talked alot.. about prohibited stuff rite rite??stuff that ppl wld never ever knoe.. secret!! im sooooo COMFORTATBLE WITH HER!!! okok its corlissa dear.. yay babe seeing you tmr!! rmb the ear ring!!oh and got the same shirt.. wanted to get shorts and ear rings right.. hahas we are seeing each other like 6 times every week mann! ok ANW see ya tmr!

addition!!

2005-04-03T12:22:00.000-07:00

heyy everyone rmb fiona!! the girl that got transfered to ajc on the second day of admin dae..she wanted to stay but same as me she stays v far..near yishun..she rmbs me!! she sms me!! she said:"i din learn the mass dance at ajc.. cuz i oni wanna noe jjc's mass dance!!" i so miss her!!! thankew baby..and im straight fiona!! gosh i said i love her in a pertonic way..then she got a shock.. gosh! but i miss you..camp wld have been more fun with you ard..im serious..but i hope u are happie where u are..

post camp syndrome (pcs) ok not funnie

2005-04-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

looking at the bruises on my hands..i look so abused..mummy..dun worrie its only bruises..gosh.

heyy.. gosh slept from 4pm to 6am..like 14 hrs..how pig can i get.. mann cant believe the camp is over.. i so miss the ppl..i think thats fast..but hahas yeah..OG 10 is super ok.. when i got them..i was like mann how to handle 35 ppl without dem falling ill..or missing..or being left out.. but i wld not imagine that they are now all still well[one fell sick thou] and are great friends!!
first dae:
BENEDICT was the first to come up and lead a cheer!! he is the bestest camper in my eyes..you rock boy.. Ding Zhi too!! thankew guys..we had crazee search and night games that dae..mann F2 was lagging behind..but at least the contribution came from...[drum rolls...] OG10!! hahah smart ppl came up with the pikacu.. so cutee!! i was soooo happie when mr leow said 10 pts not enuff.. almost died.. hahahs.. kelvin and shuzhen and aravind went for that game..they were so cOol!! night games was dangerous..afraid someone might fall mann.. trip over sth.. im capable of that myself at least..and i had a camper that banged into a glass door can.. im sorrie but i cld not help laughing.. coz it was SOOOOO loud...BANG!! but other than that..everyone was fine..
ohh and my constant dance partner: leroy.. he is damn cool.. you were great.. super tall and i will always rmb.. fei mao.. hahas!! [frm og 9..always picked by mr leow]

i apologised for not being there for them when they had og time..coz i had food duty.. sorrie guys...and kelvin..thanks for being so sweeeeet and concerned..

second dae:

we had to prepare for jj night and played all the dirty games!! but hahas due to duty.. i played onli the WW3.. mann due to being baboed and my stupidity.. i got super dirty!! yucks..and this Chih Leong ahh keep revenging himself..i only bombed you ONCE..but he was damn fun to be with..i din realize u were that tall can! I THOROUGHLY enjoyed myself in WW3.. nvm if we lost lahh.. we had fun.."its the process"frm kk[fit trainer] you guys had the spirit..you caught it..thats y F2 was the bestest after all!!
JJ night: friends frm first intake came!! saw rong rong and corlissa..saw su bing..jacelyn..wan hsin..jia yu..also saw melvin.. but later cld not find you!!haii..
again with leroy at jj night dance..[sorrie for the first part of the day..during mass dance was not in the hall..doing duty..sorrie leroy!!]
the performance was GREAT!! ours was the BROTHERS SMOKING one.. hahas.. to me it was the best perfromance.. reallie.. IM SOOO PROUD OF YOU ALL... the ah lians as well as the "brothers" and the narrator[chih leong..heyy i did not expect you to volunteer yrself..THANKS]
and those that were stage shyy but contributed nonetheless...and not forgetting kelvin..our mr leow..you were great!! super cOOl! yr imitation of him was soo gd!! quiet quiet person but on stage.. WOW!! hahas.. thanks for volunteering..the girls..shuzhen..jesslyn..ester and a few more..super strong mann you all broke every single one of their arms..hahaah!! the girls are an ENTHUSIASTIC bunch!! proud of u guys..

third day:
e-web and cleaning up..
the cleaning up was not with og coz i was a foodie..
e-web..thought it was supposed to stand for like some internet thing..ok anywae its emotional web.. ANW yeah it started off quite well..then Chih Leong passed it to me..when ever i heard ogls..or huisi..or cha eng.. sth happens..ok nvm.. yeah but thanks guys.. now i feel so appreciated!! hu was the one that said "thanks ogls.. and huisi ahh always jumping ard when we were doing cheers..LIKE SHE TOOK ESTACY LIDDAT!!" who was that!! hahahahs.. im joking im joking.. but reallie i reallie wanna thank everyone though this web was for u to thank a particular person.. and i thanked JESSLYN!! for being such an enthu girl.. and for loaning me her jacket..and qing mei..yr so welcome.. ill rather u have the sleeping bag then get some back ache or falling sick..and dun worrie i had friends to share theirs with me.. and ester how did u know that she took mine.. Ding Zhi thankew for yr consolation!!
mass dance.. leroy thanks for insisting..sorrie i din know what was happening..blurrr..but after i knew..hahahs yeah i gt it!!thankew for being sweeeet and thinking for me..

foodie was funn..other than the bruises..and short does not = to weak yeah charlie.. keep thinking im weak..and KEEP calling me xiao mei..im not xiao can!!

og 10.. ill never forget u.. this bunch of smart.. creative..enthusiastic.. sporting.. emotional.. outstanding bunch of ppl.. yeah like almost 10 cried.. i din ok.. believe me. i just teared. you ppl rocked my world..im onli thinking about u guys now.. alot of potential seen frm OG10!! all go rst well.. sleep tight..drink more water..[coz u all cried so much]..benedict!! go rest dun go on the com!!thanks for testi..

cha eng: i donno how to thank you..without you..OG 10 might have failed..you were as important as that.. she was the best partner.. ill never be able to find someone better. you sincerely cared for the ppl..always taking charge ALONE..cz the rest donno go where while i was a foodie.. you were an EXCELLENT ogl!! as a friend..you were there for me during the first dae..when i was a lil down..dun worrie after like 15 mins i was fine again..[thanks kelvin for yr concern] you were ALWAYS ALWAYS there for me.. the slightest things that u do reallie touched me..reallie!! my impression of you has changed frm the best to the bestest!! hahas.. keep it up girl!friends forever k..we can always hang out at the market yeah..with my les partner!! rest well babe..

chong tat: thanks for being considerate.. you were a great partner too.. always thinking for the campers and for me and cha eng first..a real gentleman.. thanks!!

after talking so much im tired again.. *cappucino..you enjoyed the camp?? saw u crying..its ok lahh*

class lunch?

2005-03-29T21:11:00.000-08:00

heyy..
went out with BESTIE yesterdae!! so funn!! man babe..its always so fun with you..even if its just eating dinner!!got yr sneakers yeahh hope you enjoyed yr day at sentosa dearie!! always talk and talk then walk till donno where.. thanks for EVERYTHING.. love ya!!
class lunch at the market.. cor dear went to meet sec skool friend!! anywae got ting fei..jun han..jinhong..weilong..david..jie shun.. was listening to ghost stories mann.. but im not scared.. IM BRAVE??
hey that night..when i was feeling down..thanks to jinhong and weilong..i felt SOOOO much better after that!! so SWEEEEET!! thankew guyss!! it was fun talking to you all.. love ya!
~ cappucino is a jc 1..alamakk..can tell le..anyone smart enuff..

lagging..

2005-03-28T22:55:00.000-08:00

heyyY!!!
sundae.went out with family TWO!!hmm watch MISS CONGENIALITY!!EVERYONE GO WATCH!! damn funnie.. me and my les partner..[jessie ng] were like laughing super hysterically in the theatre!!super FUN!! cha eng was laughing tooo!!! puh lease watch that show k.. then we took neos.. after that some ppl left..then we decided to go to starbucks..and chill outt.. there was clarence..marzuki..shafik..yao jun..CHA ENG..JESSIE.. me..
saw CORLISSA dear in uniform!! so PRETTY!! and wei ting too!! went for lunch at macs..with THEM..jiayu..jacelyn..jinhong..david and jieshun..then after a while.. weilong came along.. lunch was funnie!! during lunch..i became ATTACHED!! got 2 wives.. weiting..aka ting fei..and corlisssa shen hui ling..aka ling fei.. ahahah!! im the emperor!! so pro!! and sighh ting wei is always SUPER slow at catching stuff we are talking about..so we were like ting fei got a v short antenna.. v slow at receving stuff one.. ppl like ling fei can even receive SCV.. [overseas].. ting fei local channels also cannot receive.. hahahs ok i noe that was lame.
got tricked! thought we were gg to come back to skool for a scolding by mr leow..mann.. then turned out to be a meeting to discuss jj night!! yayness!! melvin and a few others coming back for jj night!!
*cappucino..jia you k!! do you noe??*

hang out!

2005-03-26T22:18:00.000-08:00

~ sipping red wine in front of the sea..is so cool...but im sipping red wine..in front OF THE COM!!

met corlissa for breakfast super early!!
- ate macs
- talked and talked and talked
- went to starbucks
-i knocked the bottle cap over..dropped onto the floor[everyone saw.shop attendant laughing]
-walked ard in search of the library
-read cook books at the library
-pink rice..green rice..[cld not find purple rice!!]
-send her to bus stop at 1pm
-cld not find my way back
ENJOYED MY TIME WITH HER!!!

wOnDeRfUL dAe

2005-03-25T22:15:00.000-08:00

highlight of today: my bestie!!michelle ang xin yi!!!!
THANKEW DEARIE!!!! im so super touched..about what u did todae...u may think its nth much..but reallie..im super HAPPY!!! reallie... thanks mann. yr soooo sweeeeeeet!!
what she did: hey huisi.. can go with me to cold storage..i neeeda get sth.. then she got a box of granola bars..she said can help me put it into yr bag.. coz i got alot of things to carry.. then i was like sure sure.. after the outing.. at the mrt station..after we part.. i realized I FORGOT TO RETURN HER THE GRANOLA BARS!!! then i ran down to find her at the mrt station to return them to her..then she said.. ITS FOR YOU!!KEEP IT! I THOUGHT YOU FORGOT ABOUT IT OREDI! then i was like omg.. she was soooo THOUGHTFUL..she said coz she knoes that i dun take breakfast.. that i have my meals v late these few days..so she got em for me.. mannn she is the BESTEST!!i soooo love you babyyy..
went out with bestie then met my class... ppl that went: jacelyn..jiayu..subing..david..weilong..wilson..jun han.. gilbert.. and ME.. joined them after the movie.. hmm the guys were walking SUPER slowly.. mann jace and jiayu said they were like tour guides walking the elderly..
after that went to coffee beans.. at taka.. all the guys left..it was GIRLS TALK!! i knew alot of things that i din know.. reallie..mann soo sua ku lahh.. like everything also donno..wah lao.. alot alot of stuff.. but i enjoyed myself!! and i drank CAPPUCCINO.. ahahah.
corlissa dear..so missing you!! so glad im seeing u tmr!!love ya!

2nd admin dae...

2005-03-25T00:55:00.000-08:00

oOohh how creative.. i just simply cannot think of another title right now. todae was chaotic.. the scholars.. the appeal cases.. and the bulk of them.. but nonetheless..it was FUN!! the guys frm my og were humorous..[cannot be compared to clarence anw] but they were cooperative enuff..and hey dun call me wedges giirl ok...sounds....FATTENING..hahas... coz bought them food since they INSISTED on queuing for their uniforms..haiii... stubborn bunch of ppl..
FIONA!!you went to anderson!!ahh!! u have been nice!! thankew..it was an honour to have u in my og..its not as if ull read this but ANW..we'll meet up soOn yeah yeah..and ill always rmb u as the girl with over $1000 in the edusave account.. this girl is so fun to be with..our frienship oni started 2 daes ago..but dun worrie..itll not end here!! ALL THE BEST TO YOU WHERE EVER YOU ARE!!
MASS DANCE: i realize there are ALOT of couples frm the same gender!!gosh! and they wun wanna break up lahh!! mann so unfun.. dun be SHY.. hahas hus talking. then then onli danced a few dances.. coz we took time breaking them up..and talking to those super UNENTHUSIASTIC bunch of ppl... sitting by the sides of the hall..they seem to have the look that sayss..."just go away..I have back ache..stomach ache.. leg ache and tooth ache.. just leave me ALONE".. hahas..but when u finally get a few of them to dance..u feel that its an ACHEIVEMENT!! [i was never the v on..v loud..v enthu kinda girl..what has happened to me!!!]
yayness!! CAPPUCCINO talked to me online..ok am i mad again.. mann meeting my BESTIE tmr!! happie to know that u got into CEEJAY!!! love you babyy...

hope class gathering goes well tmr..the numbers are getting lesser..and lesser and lesser..

HOPE WE ARE GG TO BE IN THE SAME CLASS..

~ WE CAN DO IT MAN!! OGLSSS!!~

*two two two two two.. WOOH*- does that sound gay...no what..

nites.. am i irritating??

UPPPP AnD downnnnn..

2005-03-22T20:18:00.000-08:00

todae had ups and downs..it went up when i saw the results.. i got into JJC!! yeah mann..did not need appeals.. woohOOO..was happy when..nvm..
i saw my name..as my eyes slowly moved up the list.. i saw Corlissa Shen Hui Ling..i just wanted to cry.i donno y.i should be happy as everyone told me..that i cld be with her..that i wld be able to see you everydae dear..but i thought..that if i were her..i wld be disappointed..i dun wan her to be sadd..i experienced it b4.. my o level results.. i just wanted to hug you..to let u know i was there..to give you some encouragement..sorrie but had duty..so u had to come to me.. sorrie babe..
then it went SKYY HIGH AGAIN!! my mood i mean!! we did MASS DANCE!!i realize im always dancing with females..oppsie.. im sorie that someone..im reallie sorrie..its not you..its coz b4 u came i oredi had a partner..did not know how to tell you that..so i just STUPIDLY ran away..i regret it..im disappointed with myself.. sorrie yeah.. sorrie..hope u did not mind..hope we are still friends?? MASS DANCE!!! ahh!! we danced UPTOWN GIRL!![and i cannot reallie rmb how to do it..oppsie]
at mass dance.. i saw catherine. wished her good luck..told her i promise i'll never forget her..at that point of time..it still has not sank in that she was leaving..i onli knew that i was happy for her..but when it sank in..i was erm..sad?? cant bear to see her leave..gosh.. and i was like a cry baby.. is that the onli thing i can do.. shiiiit.
guess what..ought jj uniform..hahas the kbox turned into a FEMALE changing room!! i like the shop aunty..donno y others dun like her..hmm.. and gosh..irritating man.. am so.. UNSLIM..hahas.. yeah yeah..
yeah it was clearer.. the obsessions..it still comes back..but it is not that strong anymore.. wahhh!!! THANKEW! i think ill never reallie go away?? but at least it is controllable!! happier!! see ya tmr ppl!! the second intake ones..mann spent alot of time calling for the edusave..and my mouth went super dry trying to give them details over the fone.. OG 10!!~F2~

first posting!!

2005-03-21T23:11:00.000-08:00

hey!! gosh i think this muz suckkk..the template i mean..guess it must look weird.. guess ill improve on it later..will just make do with this for now..
ahh!! gosh gosh.. went for class lunch todae.. wooHOoo!! was like super late coz was in skool with my corlissa dear and catherine..[supposed to be crashing bio lect..but in the end we were like in the lect theatre writing notes to the class] ANW.. hahas it was fun!! i so missed talking to DIANA!! so funn!! gossiping.. mann...myfamily yeah yeah..oppsie
For class lunchh..we went to SEOUL GARDENS...hmm it was SUPER irritaing trying to cook.. trying to shield yr hand under the tissue paper..so that it wld not get scald.is that the right word... whatever..nvm. corlissa and catherine and jie shun was sitting on the same table was me.. lunch was okae..but i reallie enjoy the time with the ppl..
corlissa: babe!! finally yeah yeah?? gosh... THANKEW for yr letter!! teared in the train.. like what the.. hahas...super touching..spech the part when it went.. " i wanna be the one you drink tea with 80 years from now.. *sip sip*" thanks dear.. i LOVED it.. alot of stuff made me think..the part about obsessions.. im ready to leave it to i donno hu.. for now.. itll be gone..that i noe... yeah my bestest fren in jjc.. i reallie dun wanna sae it..but tmr is the last dae we wld be together in jjc.. will MISS YOU loads yeah.. knowing you..is like "having a part of me i never knew existed".. i think that was true for me.. i SOOOOOO LOVE YOUUUUU~
~sorrie ppl... guess what..im dead tired..so will get some rest..there is OGL again tmr.. i think.. have a gd sleep ppl!